They say the city you’re in is only as good as the friends you have in it. London is good for the company you might share. Feels like I lost my only friend today. The Tripod told me this would happen and only time will heal these wounds and that I must let her fade away. I recall that that wasn’t what she wanted but time has told me it will eventually happen.

Do I rely on experience or on hope that a new dawn awaits? Elliott was right. I can’t think now. Nothing I say or do will truly reflect my intentions. So don’t do anything now.

I light a candle and place it in a boat, setting it onto the water. I’m not gonna push it. You may paddle if you desire, but I’ll let the wind decide on your heading. Elliott was right on another point, there is no point to hate. The days will past when this pain will slowly fade away, it always does from a bee sting to a car crash. Only time will tell how this story ends, the next chapter is not the ending – its the prelude to the end. How this story will end is not to be written now. Only time will tell.

PS: It reminded me again that every decision has a reverse effect, a consequence. We must be willing to accept it and deal with it.